Yesterday was the last day for Y, my Yesterday
Last Birthday I celebrated for Y, with a small hand-made cake and a small candle in the night, like every year.
Many years passed, and all still remains.
But when we look back into those things, they are not the same as they used to be.
As Y- not the same to me as 8 years ago.
As I- not half a girl I used to be (older and uglier, rite? haha)
And I know, this is the rite time to wipe all the odd memories out of my head, out of my heart.
So many memories, not just about Y.
Yesterday...
... is just yesterday.
Yesterday, when I read a memory book in the last days of the 12th class of my close friend, I didn't know why but just a strange feeling came and I couldn't breath.
And I remembered, I had no pix with my lovely friends, with my respectful teachers, with the trees that I used to talk with in the early morning. No pix, no words left. No sign of me, no where.
And I ask myself, what did I just kept the memories of a lot of yesterdays for? And Why? 'Cause I didn't belong to those, 'cause I were not be in those, so why I just thought about them? Why?
Just because of 1 silly things: I am NOBODY.
This is the rite time for me to wake up. All those things are not true. They're just some things I lied myself. LIED.
Tomorrow, another sun will rise or the same sun rises everyday? I think it's a new sun.
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